I Am Co-creating And Manifesting My Beautiful Experiences, Called Life.

Hello!  I  have come to share a fascinating journey that started as defiance and rebellious and has blossomed into fearless expansion and connection to Source and this reality.  That sounds pretty advanced eh?!  Really, all this means is that I was lost when I was younger and through some amazing experiences, both good and bad, that I won't judge and just call contrast; I have found my way on having the most incredible meaning in my life. 
I began as a regular happy daughter and sister of an immigrant family, with alot of old world ideas. Being the first generation Canadian in my family, I was sent to private school and had a beautiful upbringing.  It was when I graduated from high school, that I was having trouble finding my place in the world,  and the profound question, "what does all this mean?"  I began to set goals for achieving my Independence as my parents were fearful of this busy, changing modern world, considering their very simple life in Fiji.  I feared being arranged into a marriage with a stranger and began working and improving myself to live on my own.  I began hanging out with not so great people and experiencing all those things that are normal contrast and found my footing and moved out!  I was thrilled, even though it was hard, I enjoyed taking care of myself and having my own space, and stuff.  Then, after many years working hard and advancing through the hoops of life, I found myself having a great job, and great life and it didn't feel like anything to me.  I felt like I didn't belong, that there was something more to life that I had to have.  Where was the meaning of my life if I was experiencing so much success. 

I began to look for what it was that was making me ask questions, why couldn't I just be happy with what  had?  Why wasn't it good enough or just enough?  I should mention that this great job was extremely dangerous, to the level of being one the most dangerous professions in Vancouver, B.C., and I was labouring in the thick of it.  I found that when the activity was the most dangerous, there was a shift of awareness that began.  First, there was a high pitched tone, and then my vision would change from the perspective of looking at one thing at a time to the big picture.  Then in that one moment of seeing instead of looking,  I would begin to see that harmony and the synchronicity of everything.  The operator would bring in the product and stop. I could feel him observing us in the space below, then he would begin his action, and bring it down safely, then we would proceed to undo the ties around the product and go back to our safe place while the machine was lifted out to bring in more product.  There were a few times the product came out of the ties, and began to fall out around us, no problem except the weight was in tonnes and product was steel or deadly.  This isn't the point.  The point is the change that I experienced while doing the job and what was that high pitched tone?  I began some research, and was guided to the following experiences.

I was introduced to Eckankar and reached out the spiritual head in our city, he sent me some books, listed with some meditations and I began to understand the truth of spiritual vibration, and was intrigued and fascinated and believe me, this was pretty spectacular as I was feeling unsatisfied with my life.  The funny thing is , now I don't remember the chaos that I was in, now I only feel the importance of being on the journey to find my spiritual truth. 

After some more research, i learned how to meditate, and journal write in a meaningful way, and I began to find that the emotions I had while writing if positive and life giving lingered on and would present themselves again.  IE: If I wrote about how much I love my nieces and nephews, then I would get a surprise visit or phone call, to spend more time with.  If I wrote how much I enjoyed the freedom in my life, then I would go out and a small trip to the store would turn into an adventure of bumping into friend and going out for a bite and watching a movie or making plans for something more exciting.  Either way I was seeing a connection between the things  I paid sincere positive attention to and what was happening in my life. 

I began to look deeper and was looking for a really credible teacher or guide to help me understand all this, and shortly after found Abraham and Esther and Jerry Hicks and the process of co-creation and manifestation!  At the time I didn't know what it was or anything, and then shortly I began to piece everything together. 

I began looking into other religions and spiritual practices to find where I was on the map and then an amazing thing happened... I began to hear that high pitched tone and feel it deepen and become a more tolerable  sound like a slow sweet hum of finely tuned engine.  Also, I began to feel different while listening to this hum.   Again, more pieces of my puzzle of questions were answered.  I understand why Ohm is used in meditation as it is the sound that connects us to the vibration of our soul.  Also, I learned my truth of being soul connected to Source by listening to this sound and quieting my mind with it.  I found the awareness of this vibration began to heal me of my depression, my anxiety, my insomnia, my leg rash, my anger, my disappointment and the most profound healing was that I began to feel good again! 

I could feel myself, an d remember my joy as a child and really tap into feeling alive.  I began to feel connected and emotionally powerful!  I began to feel my depth and found peace.  I felt my meditating was actually ridding me of my negative vibration so much that I had been filled with real life again!  I had started to use the process of co-creation to make myself feel better and give my life meaning and now I understand that I received so much more truth.

I was guided to the understanding of the Law of Attraction, which is funny because the real spiritual process is called co-creation and manifestation and the Law of Attraction is jest one of the laws interacting in this process.  Thank God for Abraham and its teachings of spirituality, otherwise I would still be looking for the answers to, what is this stuff and how does it work. 

I understand that Abraham has taught me the truth in metaphysics and the law of attraction and "the secret" and the chatter of all the best selling books, by teaching me the sound and physical feeling of my vibrational reality and existence.  I no longer have fear as I have rid my vibration of it.  I have only the positive non-physical energy of Source running through me, making me alive. 

Next experience, I will share some of my revelations from my journal writing, these will explain the truth I have about the vibrational alignment I have achieved on my spiritual journey, and the whole I feel awesome and it feels like magic!