I Am Really Concerned About Myself And What's Going To Happen With Me

What can I say about me... when I was in university, I had lots of friends and a lovely girlfriend, but everything turns down because of a girl. I think I was, and still am, too proud, specially when people make some mistakes and they just don't accept them. I am really a hard guy in that part, and I'd rather cut all relationship with those people because I think they're a waste of time, and actually I've been doing that fro a lot of time, and now I feel really alone.

I may be wrong or not, but well, may be writing all this stuff will help me to figure out what do I've to change.

Lately in my life, I've been dating the weirdest girls since December 2010. The things that usually happen when you're in high school or college, and that doesn't happened to me at all, are happening to me in this moment, and it's been really hard for me to accept it. I think I can't base my happiness in other people, but I do it a lot. I think I've a very low self esteem, but I allways cover it with the face of tough guy that does not need anything from no one.

To be honest, the biggest fear I have allways is that the weekend is coming over, and I do not have anyone to call to hang out.
dep007 dep007
1 Response Jul 12, 2011

You should learn to relax and on those days with no one to call, spend time alone. Spend it primping, or cleaning, or creating something artistic. Start rapping in the mirror (once you get used to it, it's lots of fun, no matter how dumb you think you sound, lol). Learn to fold an origami crane. Stretch. Work out. All of these things will not only be confidence boosters, but will also give you awesome, hilarious, and interesting things to talk about on your next dates~! Besides, NO GIRL like a guy that is so desperate that he HAS to have a date every weekend. Girls of all ages like INDEPENDENT men, that aren't afraid to brace the world alone now and then. : )