I Know My Life Is In My Hand But I Can't...

Hi everyone?I'm in high school and 2 years later I will be graduate my school.I need to choose my career,my college.I'm not good for my math.And my family is poor They don't have money for sent me a college.So I need to find scholarship.
MY family is poor ALSO MY COUNTRY IS POOR.also I can't undrestand my self WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Haliun Haliun
Dec 9, 2012