So So Much

There is just so much I want to do, see, make happen and as the years roll by I wonder if that's going to happen. I know I can make a difference in this world if given the chance, means and help of others. I want more for my children, more for those around me who suffer so and just an over all better future.

aahh but my clock is doing the tick tick tick and today might be it. Will I have left any memories worth holding on to? I can tell you today I'm more concerned with coming up with the again VERY late rent before the eviction notice goes up. It's hard living this way and hopefully things pick up soon or a 2nd job comes up... something. Right now I'm concerned about my future and it so sucks!