Not As Easy As I Thought :(

So a couple of weeks ago (around halloween) i told myself that i wanted to gain weight. I was committed and thought "hey this is a piece of cake". ha. Anyways things aren't as easy as I thought. I find it really difficult to keep the weight on and to tell the truth to all my ep friends i'm not so sure anymore if I want to gain weight. I thought I wanted this but now I don't know. I really like this girl and she likes me too but I fear if I get fat then she wont like me. For example she doesn't like this one guy that talks to her and he's fat. Also to be honest, I like the way my body is right now. I am slim. I weighed myself and was 136. No joke. I am confused. When I look at all my fat stories they all seem fake to me. Please comment on this story. I need all the support I can get from you guys. I can't really ask for any different support because you people are the only one's that now about my stories. Will I keep loosing weight? Will I start gaining weight again? Will I just see where it goes? I don't know what to do.. I really thought this is what I wanted but now I just don't know. Please help! :P
fatteen101 fatteen101
13-15, M
Dec 8, 2012