I Am Confused About My Relationship
sometimes i think to myself of how lucky i am to be your girl, but then there's times when you can say the most hurtful things that can really get to me, yeah i know your locked up and its just out of frustration, and your excuse is, just to get through the day, but does it not hit you , that it does not only ruins my day, but it hurts me deep inside, to sit there and have you talk to me the way you do, i don't know how it makes your day go any faster than it already is, so you cant stand there and tell me you don't mean it, if you don't than why say it, i rather have you tell me the truth than to play, is that to much to ask for, if you love me, you would't hurt me, if you cared for me, than you wouldn't stand there and talk to me the way you do. I try to get to you, honestly i do but there's a wall that is just dividing us two, and you wont tend to let me break through so you tell me what else is there for me to do, i tell you i love you and there's times when you don't say it back, you promised me that before you hang the phone, that not a day that goes by that you would say you love me, and than you don't. You say you trust me, but not enough to tell me whats on your mind,. i ask you whats wrong just to get you through your day and you tell me to shut up, i guess that i'm doing all the wrong things that a female should do for her loved one being locked away, all i have to say is if i cant make you happy than what makes you think i can start now
By:
calvinjames3
Age:
18-21
,
Female
