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While Your Gone,

sometimes i think to myself of how lucky i am to be your girl, but then there's times when you can say the most hurtful things that can really get to me, yeah i know your locked up and its just out of frustration, and your excuse is, just to get through the day, but does it not hit you , that it does not only ruins my day, but it hurts me deep inside, to sit there and have you talk to me the way you do, i don't know how it makes your day go any faster than it already is, so you cant stand there and tell me you don't mean it, if you don't than why say it, i rather have you tell me the truth than to play, is that to much to ask for, if you love me, you would't hurt me, if you cared for me, than you wouldn't stand there and talk to me the way you do. I try to get to you, honestly i do but there's a wall that is just dividing us two, and you wont tend to let me break through so you tell me what else is there for me to do, i tell you i love you and there's times when you don't say it back, you promised me that before you hang the phone, that not a day that goes by that you would say you love me, and than you don't. You say you trust me, but not enough to tell me whats on your mind,. i ask you whats wrong just to get you through your day and you tell me to shut up, i guess that i'm doing all the wrong things that a female should do for her loved one being locked away, all i have to say is if i cant make you happy than what makes you think i can start now
calvinjames3 calvinjames3 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 11, 2011

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"..sometimes i think to myself of how lucky i am to be your girl.."



You must be kidding. He's got a criminal past, a less than bright future, and is abusive to the one person willing to give him the time of day. If this is your brand of luck, I advise you never to visit Las Vegas.

I have been in your shoes once in my early twenties.

I look back and I am forever grateful that I ended that chapter of my life when I did,

I was able to enjoy the rest of my twenties having fun with friends and dating!

It sounds like you will too one day. Let him go.

Good luck to you,

Remember to put yourself first!

thank you, and i dont think he will ever realize it, until im gone, and im at the urge to letting him go

"if you love me, you would't hurt me, if you cared for me, than you wouldn't stand there and talk to me the way you do."



I know exactly what you are saying....verbal abuse is hurtful and there is no excuse to use words as weapons against someone you love. I hope he is able to realize that he is abusive and get help or that you are able to leave him behind and move on. Wishing you all the best.