Confused Woman

Hello, I'm a 29 yr old mother of 2 married for a year. 3 years ago my boyfriend ( now husband) split up which we did a lot i had been talking to this wonderful charming guy whom was my customer for 4 yrs i was a bartender well during that split him and I hooked up bout a week or so later i found out i was prego well i naturally thought it was my husbands so i went back to him 9 months later baby is here didn't look like my husband so i went behind his back and took a paternity test and found out it was the other guys so i told my husband and i left our home well cpl weeks later he called me up and said he didn't care that he loved me and wanted to be with me so thinking i couldn't be a single parent i went back we got married stupid yea because now i want to be with my sons bio dad i love my husband as a person and i have stability here for my kids and i but all my husband does is work and play xbox iv'e told him over n over its ruining our marriage and our lives are boring i know there is more to life then this. I have hung out a few time with my sons dad (no sex) and it was great i'm just afraid to leave my husband and things not work out with this other guy like i want i'm confused should i stay here and be unhappy or do i finally make that step and end it and take a chance with my sons dad?
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26-30, F
Dec 15, 2012