I'm Not Sure

I don't really expect anyone to read or really care about this but I cant really talk to anyone in my life about whats going on with me. I usulally just keep everything bottled up and I feel that I can't really keep it in anymore. Recently I've been dating this guy who I like a lot. But he has a lot of problems that he needs to work out and I'm not sure he needs to be with someone until he's where he wants to be in his life. However, he tells me that he loves me and that he's a better person because of me. And I have seen the changes in him from the time we met to now. So considering that he is changing and it willing to change not just for me but for himself everything should have been perfect but I think I messed it up. I'm not used to supporting another person and getting them through rough times. Everything just became to be too much for me and I panicked so I pushed him away. And now I'm regretting it.I really wish that I could have been strong enough for us. Honestly I have no clue where this post is going or what's even the point of it but it's just something I needed to say. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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Jan 16, 2013