Always One

It's not a matter of whether I like guys or not. I know I do. And then again, it's not a matter of whether I like girls or not, at least I don't think it is. There's just this one girl who I've always thought was so...amazing and so beautiful and cool. I'm not sure if I'd ever kiss her. Some part of me says "I think so", the other part is just silent. I don't know, I've just always adored her. Could it be platonic admiration or something more?
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Sep 24, 2012