Why am I always confused? I go through my days rarely with very much clarity at all. Most things are a blur and I have trouble remembering things. And I have constant mood changes, I'm never happy for long which is then followed by severe lows. I have periodic hits of intense loneliness, then deep hatred/anger/longing/sadness etc. I just want to be stable and be happy more often than I'm sad. I sometimes think I'm becoming schizophrenic like my mum because of all my crazy emotions and moods, it scares me.
With all of this constantly fluctuating it keeps me permanently confused. I think one thing, then 5 minutes later I don't think that anymore. Does my head in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!