Hello, Where's Everyone
I was recently released from a relatively short stint in prison ,which of course changed my life in all the expected ways, such as loss of all material things . But the biggest mystery to me is all of my friends and family ,going missing in action.While i was in i was fortunate enough to have planed a little and had some cash from a 15yr. job ,but i received very little mail and was met with almost hostility when i acted like i expected something . I was a single parent but both daughters were of age before i was locked up, but considering i lived my life thinking everything i did was for my kids the feeling isn't returned and that baffles me. I eventually had to let it go after so may unanswered letters .So I get out about a month ago and I realize that I don't know anyone I lived with a bottle for so long that I don't know my kids or my family and I don't really like any of my old friends ,and worse they don't know me either. I'am seeing the jail part was the easy part. So here I am listening to the chi-lites singing write a letter to myself, while i write a letter basically to myself!