PermissionSo, my husband gave my permission to sleep with other men! Crazy huh? I guess he doesn't want me to nag him about giving me sex anymore (although I stopped doing that a while ago). His rules are: don't tell him about it, always use protection, don't get pregnant, and no one close to us.
I already had someone lined up (old crush). When I knew it could actually happen, that I find this guy attractive and my husband basically gave me his blessing I started to freak out. I was nervous about when the new guy would text me next. Did not know what to respond.
Then he did text and asked me if I was still up to it. I said yes, even though I wasn't sure. Somehow he noticed the resistance because he texted about me backing out at last moment. (He does not know my husband gave me permission and I do not plan on letting him know.) Well he told me he would text me this week about meeting up.
What I like about all this is that I couldn't care less if he text me or not. I am not anxiously awaiting his text. I do not know if I would go thru with it. (I tried to cheat before, on my ex, couldn't do it)
I am looking at a life without sex in terms of my husband. He gave me permission... I seem to be unattached to the new guy, I think this is, under the circumstances, an ok deal. I do love my husband I am not looking to leave him at all. I just need sex, and that is something he cannot give me and is not willing to do anything about.
What do you people think?
Lillith13 26-30, F 8 Responses 3 Jul 17, 2012