Long Time Coming

I have been married twice, this time for just over 10 years. We ****** like rabbits for the first 7 years or so, but then the pain and complications of everyday life beat our labidos into submission.

Now that all the kids are grown and those excuses and reasons for not wanting to have sex are gone, I still can't get the flame lit again. I miss the passion, the kiss, the touch, holding hands for longer than 30 seconds. I miss ******* and cuming more than once or twice a month, if that.

I still love my wife and I still think she is sexy and beautiful. She doesn't feel the same way about herself as she has gained about 50lbs since we first met. There has been nothing that I have tried, said, done, that has helped.

So I went out on craigs list and found two women who ****** my brains out. No, not at the same time. Darn! I am still looking for more of a long term thing because I really don't like to sleep around.

I guess if I had a question for anyone out there is, why don't I feel guilty? I mean there is some right after the sex, but it dissipates quickly and I want to do it all over again.

I love the nerves and the butterflies when it's new, but also when it's a little risky. :-)

Thats a short and sweet. Thanks.
Stormchaser1964 Stormchaser1964
46-50, M
Sep 9, 2012