Its All Gone
After 14 years of marriage, the fire is gone. During the last 2, my wife has had no interest in having anything to do with me.No affection.. no kissing.. no hugging. The only conversation is about the welfare of my son or our 2 dogs. So its very disconcerning to know my pets achieve a higher level of importance in my household. It' s not an abusive or hostile setting, just very lonely. I take great care in keeping the house nice and preparing meals when my schedule allows me too. I not really sure what happened but i think the love is gone and a divorce would be a emotional disaster for my son. Oh how i miss the smell of a females hair while lying next to her! The sweet taste of a simple kiss or just the simple pleasure of touching soft skin. It's all getting very depressing knowing your not needed or wanted anymore. Even the daily texts of how your day is going have long stopped. The daily emotional lonelines is grinding me down.Not sure how much longer i can take this.