I Know the Time Will Come Again

Two suicide attempts and all failed results. Either I'm too stupid to pull it off or I haven't found the best way yet. I sit and think of a good way to end my life. I don't want to slash my wrists or blow my head off. That just leaves me giving people more problems when I'm dead. Somebody needs to clean that mess up. I cause people enough problems alive I don't need to cause more when I kill myself. 
26-30, M
6 Responses Jul 5, 2007

First of all you need to get put on medication. If you are suicidal you are ill and need help. When you are seriously depressed you think that nothing will help, but that is because you are unable to think clearly, unhindered by mental pain. Please get to your doctor, get medication and explain how you feel. It is the first step to getting better. I have been suicidal and I understand.

Can you go to my stories and read what I wrote about suicide. Thansk

Can you go to my stories and read what I wrote about suicide. Thansk

Maybe u should take it as a sign. I've had the same thoughts as u & i try to find a sign everyday that i shouldnt do it. Killing urself makes a mess emotionally for the people in ur life thats far worse than whatever physical mess it makes. and is worse than whatever problems u may have caused now. talk to someone. please.

I have to repeat the question from prettyinpink and ask if you have anyone to talk to about this in your life? the suicide hotline is 1-800-SUICIDE or 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255 or 1-800-784-2433). Feel free to use us (the members of this site who are reading your posts) as a place to vent and ask for advice, but please also get professional help to get you through this. i hope you are feeling better since the time you posted, and know that there are people out there (like me right now) thinking about you!

the obvious thing to ask here is....are you getting help? do you have a phsychiatrist or counsellor to talk to? all i see this as is a cry out for help!!!! please get the help. we all have our problems, me, i have panic disorder, sometimes it makes going out the door very difficult. sometimes i dread the fact that i probably have many more years to live. what a bull **** thought. i /we should be rejoicing that we have many years to live. personally i;m determined to make my life better, i hope you are too. if you need to talk talk!!!