I Have Been

For the past couple of days I have been. I'm not going to lie to you all. I just don't see anything happening in the near future that would make everything all better. I don't want to wait, because the wait would be just a waste of time. But yes I have been contemplating suicide for the past couple of days..

XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
26-30, F
2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

I totally relate to you, although sometimes suicide is the best option... You do seem like you're a good person. Let's not waste away, try to think positive, maybe try and stabilizes your meth intake (if judging by your profile you are a user). I'm not saying quit, just don't start spiraling more ya know? If all else fails I have no right to preach against your right to die.

I've been there before. It lasted for nearly a whole week, but the thing that kept me going until things passed was just how much I would mess someone else up if I did what I was thinking. I'm always willing to listen if you need to talk.