Yep...

how to explain this..hmmm...well, idk, some ppl talk to shrinks, some take meds, some do yoga to try to overcome depression. but not me. i've suffered from depression for so long i wouldn't know how to function w/out it. it's a part of me. i don't know if i would be the same person if i did get help for it. i'm not always unhappy either, i'm able to get up in the morning, i can work (well..could before they fired me...) take my dog out for walks, smile, laugh..etc. i deal with things just fine (kinda) i've been able to have healthy (yeah right) relationships...i'm just fine the way i am.  so yes, i am content being depressed. i'm content with my manic highs and lows..i'm okay with the crying fits, the days where i feel like i just can't go on anymore b/c thats what i know, thats what feels safe to me. maybe one day i'll wake up and want to see the world through rose colored glasses but for right now i'm good. why fix what isnt broken right?

nrdi nrdi
22-25, F
2 Responses Feb 22, 2010

You can imanine what you want and take steps to where you want tp go..........

so your riding the recession express too? nothing to do but wait for jobs to open up and collect the checks. its not a bad ride till the collection ppl call me...stupid collection ppl...