In Love

I am 16 years old and I am Dutch, so I feel obligated to apologize in advance for any grammercrime(s).

Okay. So there´s this girl, in my class. I have seen some beautiful girls and women in my life, but her. She is b-e-a-u-tiful like Jim Carry in Bruce Almighty said it. She is a blue-eyed-girl with blonde hair and despite the fact that she is about 20-30 cm tinier than me and therefore not my type, I am having a crush on her. Never thought that I could fall in love...

I see her everyday, 9:30 AM. until about 3:00 PM., 5 days per week. And every single time I see her, my hearts melt a little bit. Because every time I look at her, I see her lips. They are right there. If I could... Just... Lean over...
But I can´t. Why? I was hoping you knew, because I do not. The other classmates? Don´t care about them when I see her. I want to go on a date with her. To show her who I am. But I can´t.
I want to be with her. But I can´t. I want just a little kiss. But I can´t.

We have been in the same class for over 3 years now, and I´ve always had this special feeling towards her. And now, it had developed in an amorousness. Head over heels, almost.

I was told that she was never been kissed. I wish no one told me that. Because now I can not stop thinking about her lips. So soft, never touched. I am now, officially, craving for a kiss.
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Jan 11, 2013