So These Days I Need A Hug BadlyEspecially from this one person (though of course hugs from others would be lovely as well).
Except I'm sooooo afraid, scared to ask. Until now I kept over-thinking, what if he refuses to hug me?
Yesterday I had this insight. We've hugged before. He would probably hug me if I asked. I'm just ashamed. I am scared, yes. Now I wonder more along the lines of, what if he does say yes and hug me? What am I really afraid of?
This is difficult. & after a week full of being around people who were very open to hugs (especially one of them) and after getting a whole bunch of hugs last Friday, I need even more. Like a drug or something.
I'm so lonely here these days.
naranja 22-25, F 5 Responses 0 Aug 3, 2011