.......want It Sooo Bad...bt Im Scared...

.....i want it soooooooo badddd............the warmth of another human being as they snuggle in closer to me........tht feeling of being needed by someone else.....being fully accepted by someone else.......
but im scared...that wen they touch my hard hands,my cold feet ,my not soo smooth skin,my few scars here and there.....that they will reject me..................n il be right wea i started ...alone...n ths time ,il be broken hearted...............................................................................................................................................................................................................