To Pleasure Or Not To Pleasure

Every morning early I wake up early just to pleasure myself. I wounder if this is something I should be doing. However I live in a sexless marriage and have nothing to look forward to. I dream of finding a FWB but as of yet have not found one. Should I spend my energies on looking or pleasuring? I am always horny and wish I could have contact skin to skin. While I do not know what will happen down the road I continue to hope for something. Today I was lucky enough to get to pleasure myself while looking at my wife but this is a rare moment. I love the look of all women and shemales/cds. I will continue to strive forward and see what happens.
petrbilt384 petrbilt384
46-50, M
Sep 14, 2012