One Person

It's strange, it's something that I try to avoid with people because it just doesn't feel right. It always feels awkward for forced except with the one person that I can't have and now I want that with someone else.

I'm tired of trying to comfort myself and say that I don't need it, because I'm not a very good liar, and I'm not sure if I should be worried that I'm getting better at it when asked if I'm ok.

I never thought it would be this hard, before I had a long term relationship it wasn't a problem at all but now I know what I'm missing. My cuddle pillow can only help a little!
bee15g bee15g
22-25, F
Dec 9, 2012