Hold My Hand

I don't know what to do. It feels like there's something wrong with me. I just want someone to hold me, is that too much to ask? I'm a good person. I swear I am. I do my best to be as kind and courteous and loving as humanly possible. I don't know what to do.
I feel so lost. I'm jealous of the commercials I see of people kissing and hugging; and I don't think to myself, "That should be me,". No, instead, my heart just aches. Sometimes I have to look away. It's a commercial, it's not even real. And the worst part is that I know it's not real and it STILL hurts. ******* pathetic.
You know, sometimes in the middle of the night I hold my hands together and pretend I'm holding someone else's hand. I close my eyes and pretend that my love is next to me holding my hand. I don't think about sex or even a kiss or a hug. I think about someone holding my hand.
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10 Responses Dec 29, 2012

i definitley know what your saying, if you need someone to talk to i will listen and try to help. i am lonley too

ahh that's very sad *hugs* i m here if u want to talk to someone =)

i understand competely. I've never been in a relationship before. Sometimes i wrap my arms around myself so it's like i'm being held. But i'm sure someone will find you. I'm 16 sp i'm not in the dating game yet.

Oh how I understand. I'm there right now. I wish I knew the answer... then I could give it to you and help fill that hole in both of us.

I get ya

Sweetie it will happen i promise you. get a good group of girl friends and start going out and meeting people. I truly believe the more people you meet the closer you are to the one. By meet i mean meet not sleep xxxx

I totally get u, I feel the same way, I need physical intimacy it's just lonely... :(

I know the feeling of wanting someone to hold, or even just touch. Are you an introvert by nature, or do you wall yourself off from others?

I know that feeling....:(

It will come for you. Maybe take longer than you want but it will.

Life isn't fair, but, it goes on. - My Mother