Not Married, Still Sexless
I can't take it anymore, I provide for my gf, I take care of her and give her a place to live and food in her stomach but we haven't had any contact in months. Last night it erupted in a fight when all I wanted was some intamacy and she proclaimed over and over again that it had no meaning for her and that she would have sex with me but I wouldn't enjoy it. Well no **** I wouldn't enjoy it, it's supposed to be a meaningful and consentual act between two people not one. I put up with too much to be neglected like this but I don't have the heart to break up with her because if I do she'll be homeless. I can't do that to anyone. I'm so tired... Mentally, physically, emotionally, I don't know how much longer I can put up with this emptiness.