11 Years And CountingI've never had intimate or sexual contact with anyone, but it's even been 11 years since I touched anyone at all. I can't believe it's been that long, but day after day, I'm alone. I don't let people bump me or shake my hand. The days, weeks, and years add up. I want to be touched so badly, my body aches when I think about it. I want to hold a girl and be held by her more than anything. I'm guessing people are going to assume that I'm yet another lonely, sex obsessed guy on the internet. I suppose, ob
I'm scared of contact. It makes me feel uncomfortable and violated. My emotions regarding it are repressed, but I want it so badly.
Rennn 18-21, M 12 Responses 4 Feb 6, 2013