Sick = Craving??

What exactly is it about me being sick and being stuck at home, that makes me want someone even more.  I crave them now.  Before, it was just a little feeling sometimes.  Not now... it's driving me crazy.  Am I just bored?  Do I just want something -or more like someone- to mess with?  I find that I'm getting slightly sadistic about it too.  Not in a physical kind of way, I just really want to tease and screw with someone's head (with their consent of course). Which means a lot of physical contact without it going very far. 

But I'm sick, why do I find myself thinking about this kind of stuff when I feel horrible right now?  It's just weird... And I'm not sure how to handle it. lol

DeathLustDecay DeathLustDecay
22-25, F
1 Response Aug 26, 2009

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