This Is Wrong

I've been in this drama program for four years now and I've been friends with this girl there and I thought I was incredibly jealous of her but I'm starting to realize it's not jealousy. I think I may like her and I'm pretty crazy about it but she might not like me. And to top it all off I have a boyfriend and I thought I was completely straight all this time. I'm so confused and I don't know what to do
Raychuck13 Raychuck13
13-15
1 Response Jul 24, 2010

Tell your boyfriend. Try and hang around with this girl more to see what you feel more. Is it happiness or hate? <br />
Sometimes when I like a person more than a friend, it is embarrassing because I feel like they know my thoughts and they think of how they are so cool and I am not. It's hard to explain but maybe you understand? Maybe this jealousy is a cover up because you feel like you don't want to admit it to yourself? I am having a hard time explaining so... I just hope you understand, one of those unspoken things.<br />
You'll figure it out. I sort of realized I liked girls like it was common sense one day. I realized that my whole life I liked girls and guys and it was so a part of my life I never made the connection. <br />
So it may be shocking for a while but trust me, if you're confused you're on the right path =)