Nobody Knows It But Me
I Wear a Smile on the outside To cover what's Going on in the inside. I keep a Brave face so no one know's the pain that I feel. Truth is I am crying on the inside.
No one knows the Pain I feel inside At times. Like Right now I am hurting more than anyone knows. My sister is laying in a Bed Restrained.. Cusing me out For not letting her out of them so she can take off her oxygen keeping her alive. Feeling bad Because I won't Help her Be comfortable.
I keep the brave face Though not showing how much pain I am in. Physically, emotionally, Mentally. Is it ok? No. But It's what I have to do.