I'm fed up with the loneliness, with feeling like a useless imitation of a viable human being, with feeling like nobody really cares whether I live or die, alone and unloved my entire life.
Every day I think about ending my life, because at least then I'd finally be released from the constant pain. I think about getting myself drunk, because maybe I won't feel as much that way, taking a razor or a knife and cutting open the entire length of both of my arms, hoping I'm so drunk that I'll simply fall asleep and never wake up again.
If I'm too useless to be loved, not good enough for a kiss or a hug or any kind of human affection, maybe bleeding to death is just the best I can do.
NightfallCorpse NightfallCorpse
31-35, M
2 Responses Aug 15, 2014

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