You know when you do something behind someone's back just to see a smile on their face but it ends up backfiring?? That's exactly what's happening to me. I ruined everything..literally I did something that I shouldn't have done and oh my gosh it backfired completely. I can't stop crying right now cause everything I touch, I destroy. Everything I do, backfires . Everything of me is a complete mess. I messed up so badly, said things that I regret and now I can't take them back. For crying out loud I lost someone's trust because of the sh#t I did. I mean What kind of person calls another human being a "pathetic jerk" knowing that the person is the complete opposite...tears coming out of my eyes cause once again I ruined everything like I always do.
CindereIIa CindereIIa
18-21, F
3 Responses Aug 21, 2014

I found this that seems to help people with advice. I just thought I should tell people.

we all at times say things that we wish that we could take back...don't be too hard on yourself, I have had things backfire on me many times and now I have learnt as I've gotten older to wait a while after I think about doing sometimes something that seems like a good idea in the moment does not seem so good later on..but ask yourself where was your heart when you decided to do what ever it was that you did

Hey, listen. Calm down. It's not the end of the world. Just because one thing went wrong, doesn't make your whole life a mess. Okay?


Like, seriously. Look at me. I can't seem to get anything right. I never seem to be right. But, I am changing. Every mistake I make- I learn from it. Success is made up of several failures. Goddit? 😉

At one end you encourage people to never lose hope and here you are... Talking about giving up. Cheer up!