Doubts? Vanished. Freedom, Love, Passion? Realized!

I have met the perfect man. I may be young, and this relationship is only 7months old (as of today ;) ) but I really and truly feel this!!
I told him full out what a submissive means and how the relationship can, if he is willing, alter slightly. He just nodded and afterwards held me tight, whispering to me every now and then how much he loved me as I fell asleep.
I didn't think he took it totally seriously, but after a great day (and some spanking, woo! firs time! haha) I thanked him for truly taking me as I am.
He says "I just want to give my baby what she needs. I love you Heather."
He really does understand, and I never mentioned my NEED or long time feelings about this. He just knew and immediately changed his perspective of how to care for me properly. I've never been happier.
=)

Just so everyone knows, we are gradually going into full D/s mode. So i guess i should get used to typing like this when talking about Him.
Wwe are both very excited and have been discussing what this means, how Wwe will approach it, and what both of Uus want out of this, and from Eeachother. He is fully in charge, and it is my job to take care of Him. Of course, if i am ever uncomfortable or would REALLY like to not do something He will listen, and Wwe always discuss things. Oour relationship was healthy and honest before, but i think it's reaching a whole new level. i feel very close and intimate with Him, i know i can tell Him anything without fear.
Today, i was spanked. The first time Wwe were both nervous and it was awkward, but later He spanked me for real, and as playful punishment- to get me to wake up. It was great, He doesn't spank me hard at all, but the ice has been broken...so Wwe'll see ;) He will never hurt me, I love him.

THE END!! =D
MissHeater17 MissHeater17
18-21, F
Nov 26, 2012