I Need Something New.

For the past 4 years I have been focused on my children ans that is it. I never really made time for a social life. Or friends. 

I have been working on spending time with friends lately. For quite a while I just blew everyone off. Didn't return phone calls. But now I have found that I am not very happy. I need to get out and have some fun with friends. I was feeling so tied down to my house and my kids that I just wanted to scream!

I just have to find that happy place. Were there is balance in my life. I know it is out there somewhere.

allyKat allyKat
26-30, F
4 Responses Jul 20, 2007

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Its ' in' there i know :)

I feel exactly the same way as you. I hope that I will start to feel happy again soon.

hello..<br />
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never expect to find a "happy place." happiness is inside you. to be happy is a a decision. what you need to do is to balance things; prioritize and have faith in yourself. enjoy what you have and be contented with it. <br />
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these might sound so easy to say but worth trying.<br />
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*peace*