Unemployed For 2 Years
I lost my job about 2 years ago. I suffer from depression off and on because of that amongst other things. It seems like my "luck" has been getting worse and worse. I have applied for what seems like hundreds of jobs (anything) but still no luck. I still struggle with wanting to work from home doing something internet-based and feeling like working for someone else isnt in my heart but still need income in the meantime. Sometimes it feels like Im in limbo, struggling to figure out where I fit in and not knowing how to find the right connections to start internet marketing. Unfortunately, everything in life costs money and there are many scams. I have years of experience in security but I absolutely hated it. I vowed that no matter what my financial situation is, I would never go back to that line of work again.... After working jobs I absolutely hated for the last 14 years, I really want to work somewhere that I could possibly enjoy if I had to work for someone else. Overall, it's in my heart to be my own boss but sometimes I feel like my depression is hindering me from what Im suppose to do, or maybe Im not attracting jobs because that's not what I truly want. In any case, I need some income and it has been absolutely frustrating. On top of that I have no transportation which has made things difficult. What has been keeping me sane is that I was able to go back to school, which I should be finished with in June (BA in Business: Project Management). It would be nice to get a "job" working in that field for now, but it doesnt seem like companies are hiring inexperienced people or willing to train. I hope this crisis ends soon...dont know how much longer I can take it!