Why I'm Damaged

I used to have it all: good job, apartment, future fiancee, and two dogs. Cars broke, couldn't get to work, and took job for less money. Relationship became strained, she began to pay more attention to facebook and called her out on it one night. After 2 years of being with someone you know when something changes, I felt it in my gut. She assaulted me, compressing two vertebrae in my neck and cutting me under the left eye. It's not always the guy that hits the girl, sometimes the guy gets assaulted because he knows better than to strike a lady.

Although this was no lady, my suspicions were correct and she was in fact cheating on me while using me as a place to stay. I lost it all, was forced to move back home with my parents at the age of 29, and completely heartbroken that the girl I loved would do me in like that.

This was 6 months ago.

6 months later she is pregnant with some divorced guy that has 3 kids of his own. He openly cheats on her and she expresses her regrets to me...while this poor guy has no idea she still talks to me. Not that I would ever give her another chance after cheating on me, I just feel bad for her because she is alone in a bad situation...although it was her own doing. As for me Im doing just fine. Lonely, but fine.
TheLoneCharles TheLoneCharles
26-30, M
2 Responses May 9, 2012

you know life is like that, you hurt someone and it will happen to you 3times. <br />
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jst look at me. i was happy got pregnantd and found out i am hiv postv and told the guy. what does he do. leave me. life is a ***** i tell you. he did me wrong so wrong, it hurts too much. bt i had to be strong. my baby is neg and 4 n half. he comes around now, no explanation no nothing acts as if he never infectd me and left me on my own to face everything alone. yhoo its a horrible feeling i tell you. i dont wish it for anyone.

you know life is like that, you hurt someone and it will happen to you 3times. <br />
<br />
jst look at me. i was happy got pregnantd and found out i am hiv postv and told the guy. what does he do. leave me. life is a ***** i tell you. he did me wrong so wrong, it hurts too much. bt i had to be strong. my baby is neg and 4 n half. he comes around now, no explanation no nothing acts as if he never infectd me and left me on my own to face everything alone. yhoo its a horrible feeling i tell you. i dont wish it for anyone.