He Is Getting A Divorce!I met him last year. He had been married for 5 years with a woman he says he doesn't love, and that he was only together with her because of his son.
I am divorced myself (no children) and have survived a very abusive marriage. I was alone and suffered from severe depression the last few years where I also lost interest in men. So here comes this man, he has everything that I could dream of , he is the complete opposite of my ex, he is passionate, loving, caring, we share interests and hobbies and he became my best friend in no time, its like we have known each other for years .
Since the beginning of our relationship he talked about leaving his wife and marrying me. Now he is separated from her. I am sure this would have happened even if I was not there. However there is this part of me that keeps telling me not to stay with him. I need him in my life, but am not sure if I love him. When he is away I call him and want him back, when he is there I act somehow bit**** . I am jealous of his (ex)wife for no reason, I keep having her in my mind and think of her all the time. If I don't love him why the heck am I jealous of her then?! I don't like the fact that she is going to be in his life forever, because she is the mother of his child! Is this jealousy or am I being evil?
I know that my ex husband left me with a distorted heart and very bad memories. I am not even sure if I will be able to love again. Yet I am not sure if I will ever find such a man, someone who lifted me up and helped me take my life back, and showed me how to be happy again. What should I do ?