Not Sure How To Let Go!
ok ladies its been a while since i have been on here! My affair with my MM is still going on.....we had a break up about 3 weeks ago he said he needed time to think and i kept pushing that he didnt so he ended it i txt him about 3 days later and we talked for a bit then hung out and its like nothing ever even happened we never talked about everything that went down. Its getting harder and harder to do this...Im not sure if hes even still in love with me like he told me he was... he might not b in love with me or was ever in love with me but i am with him so this is almost unbearable. he starts back in school soon so i wont be seeing him a lot like i always do! i really want to end it but i really dont want to feel the pain i felt last time!