The AftermathI am ending a two year affair with a married man. We were not discovered. Thank God. My marriage is over and it has been for years. I have never experienced pain or devastation like this in my life. The emotions are overwhelming and confusing. It is a mixed bag of desperately loving him, missing him, the and self-hatred for getting into this to begin with.
I believe that he truly love me; just not enough.
I know what I did was deplorable. I don’t need to be bashed by strangers for my actions/decisions. I am doing a fine job of beating up on myself.
What I do need is some support from those who have been in my shoes. How do you get through this? Does the cloud ever lift? Will I ever see things color again?