I Am Head Over Heels In Love With My Old Man.
I am 20 yrs old, and my boyfriend is 51. That's a 31 yr age difference. But its something I NEVER notice. We met at the bar I used to bartend at. He travels back and forth a lot for his job. We get to see each other every week, but still spend some days apart. We've been together for about 6 months now. Our sex life is mind blowingly amazing, the best I've ever had!! I have never been so in love in my life. I know I'm only 20 but I've had my share of so called 'loves'. Everytime the words 'I love you' are said this undescribable feeling overwhelms me and I just can't get enough of it. It feels so good!! He just told me the other day that he's never felt the way he feels about me before. He even said I got him all messed up. Lol. It made me smile because I know I'm not the only crazy in love one in the relationship. I've never been treated the way he treats me before, and I absolutely love it!! He is the sexiest silver fox I've ever seen in my life. He's sexier than these 20somethins I know. He has been married twice, but no kids. I'm really starting to want to be with him for the rest of my life. But I'm uncertain if he would ever consider getting married again. I really want to have kids with him as well. I'm not sure how to bring these topics up to him. I'm nervous because I don't want him to reject the ideas. But I would also love for everything to happen sooner than later. He wants me to move in with him once my lease is up. And there is no way in hell I would say no to that. Being able to live with him would be amazing!! Other than the whole baby and marriage thing, everything is perfect, and I wouldn't change a thing!! Any advice on how to approach those subjects?? He is the only older man I've been with.