All That Matters Is Your Happiness
Im 19 years old and I started liking this guy that is 22 years older than me. I was scared to tell him about the way I feel and I ended up doing it anyways and i found out he felt the exact same way. We hang out almost everyday and we talk for hours and hours like we never run out of anything to say. He can make me laugh to the point where my stomach hurts. Hes so funny and goofy and I love hanging out with him. I never get bored. I can talk to him about anything and I feel so comfortable around him. I think its so cool that i can be myself. When im down he can change my whole mood around and make me happy just by talking to me and making me laugh all night long. He makes me feel beautiful and that I should be happy with myself. When im with him its like I dont worry about anything and I find myself thinking about him all the time and laughing at something that happened a week ago. A sense of humor is what attracts me the most. Not only that but hes so caring, smart, cute, and hes got a great character. He makes me feel so special and shows me how much he cares for me and I feel safe around him. I know he would protect me and I think its so sweet. Sometimes I feel like its so wrong to like an older guy. But when i think about it. Why should it matter what other people think? All that matters is what you want and your happiness. Nobody else because in the end some of those people wont even matter to you and age isn't a big deal. I see so many opinions on the website and I get different opinions from different people. But in the end I found out that they dont know what is going to happen in the future and they dont know everything and everyone is different. Life is what you make it and do what you want to do because its your life. Sometimes its good to find out for yourself and have no regret and your true friends will support you in your decision because if they dont. Than what kind of friends are they? They say they will take your youth. but not if you let them and it really depends on who the person really is. I really like this guy and I haven't told anyone because i dont want anything to be ruined. Where nowhere near a relationship just yet because i want to be sure that if i do make my choice and its what i want than thats when I will tell my friends and family. I care about him a lot and I like where things are at right now and Its our little secret. There is not point to telling anyone because thats how things always gets ruin. Honestly all that matters is your happiness and not caring what people say.