Hes Holding Me Back.we are 7 years apart. When we first started dating i was seriously into him and i liked the fact that he was older and had more experience, that i could learn from.
But then he started to get really depressed and stopped wanting to go out and gave up on all the plans we made together like moving to a different city and starting a new life. it makes me so sad because i start thinking about when he was with his ex gf they bought a house and a dog and when i see pictures of them together he looks so happy and so does she.,.i just wish that, that was me we don't even really have pictures of us together like that. I feel if i was dating someone who was my age who had drive and plans for the future with me i would SO much happier. and he holds me back from the things i want to do. i don't only mean partying, like actually being happy together. not being miserable and pessimistic, it really ****** me off because i am young and attractive,sweet and trustworthy who does not deserve this kind of life. but im just somehow wishing this will change but i dont have much faith in it anymore. i'm really sad about it. i dont want to break up with him.
An EP User 1 Response 0 Jan 17, 2013