Trying To Go On The Best I Can

Last  mother's day I had three children and this mother's day I only have one child.  I lost a child in Oct. and another on last month.  Some days I do okay but other days I have deep depression.  It's almost surreal - it just too hard to believe sometimes.  Now I hate mother's day!
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May 13, 2012