Natalie

My beautiful daughter passed away in june2012 of brain Cancer she had just turned 38, and has 6 kids the youngest is 3 and the oldest is 15, I just need to talk to people about how I feel, because my boyfriend , can't talk about it, but he's gone on with life like nothing happened, he say's when your gone It's over and that's it, so sad I just don't understand him.
anais1 anais1
56-60, F
2 Responses Sep 7, 2012

I lost my daughter after a long battle with cancer almost a month ago. She was 34 and her birthday is coming up, she died exactly one month before her 35 birthday. I am going through a rollercoaster of emotions and it doesn't seem real. I will be ok sometimes and others, I will just break down. They say is good to cry and I have done a lot of that. I have many people in my life that say, call me when you need to talk, but I can't seem to ever pick up that phone and tell someone how bad I feel.

Some people can not deal with death and they don't understand how a mother feels. It is like a part of yourself has left never to return. I wish I could say something that would make it better, but as a friend of mine who is a priest said we have to grieve.