For A While Now

ok there was this girl i had a massive crush on, and we were starting to talk more often and whenever i would talk to her i would be super happy but then we graduated and then we went on to different junior colleges both close to each other though, so that is now almost 2 years and only talking to her once or twice and i have been depresed ever since. i get so depresed that when i see people smiling i say why cant that be me, why cant i be happy again, but i guess that wont happen till i get the girl back

thelostdreamer thelostdreamer
18-21, M
Mar 6, 2010