I Have Messed Up!

First thing I did was let my husband get to my phone. Secondly, I helped out a friend with expenses because he deserves a break, and I love him with all my heart. My husband found out about that and now he insists on chasing this poor guy down and going after the money that is gone. I have offered to pay it back but he won't here of it. I am still going to cheat. I can't help it. I hate my life here and I want some excitement. I have had plenty of offers, and there is one I am going to take. He is hot, younger than me, divorced so therefore unemcombured with problems. I think he is perfect. I will miss my young friend but I need this. I hope to reconnect to my young friend one day. He is an angel and would be good for me in bed I am sure! How could he not be? I dream of him, and miss him daily. But for now I have to move on. I have already found another angel on here, a beautiful man from India. I hope we meet one day as well. I will run away with him if he will have me. My life would be complete. He is so gorgeous there is no way he could not be everything I want. In the meantime I will play with the local beautiful man, until I can be with the India man. Or, my friend in the Great Northwest. I would love to be with him too, Myles I love you also, don't be depressed if you read this. You also are my number one. Can there be more than one? I think so! I love all of you dearly! xxoo runnerinatl
runnerinatl runnerinatl 51-55, F 6 Responses May 6, 2012

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The thought of running away with someone you adore is so romantic and beautiful. I know that you wrote this a long time ago, and I hope that everything is working out for you.

Everything is okay except I am not divorced yet. I have no money but I have connected with someone special. He is much younger than me but he is so mature. I am going to be with him soon.

are you seeing your friend now did you cheat yet hope youinjoy it as much as i do

thats great injoy each other while you can ,like you im miserable but older lol feel traped by money and family realestate i had a lover and lost her but i hope theres more for me i know there is ,its funny when were down and miserable how easy it is to fall for some one

I live in India? Hmm....;-)

Im glad you have it under control. The girl I fell for has left recently too and until yesterday I hadn't heard from her, but out of the blue she contacted me through a third party and there is just a glimmer of hope that one day she will comeback and we can be in a relationship again. But that is dependant on how she feels and both our lives being more settled than they currently are. I love her so much and I miss her so badly it really hurts.

OMG you always told me to not fall in love on here and you've done exactly that. Anyway good luck with whichever you end up with, I'm sure if they are younger than you they will give you want you need in terms of excitement. But do yourself a favour don't throw everything away just for excitement do it because you want nothing else but them and you know that the real world may not treat you as well as the virtual world.

I know what you say. There are just so many young sexy men on here who treat me so nice. I can't help but fall a little in love. Don't worry though, I have it under control. Mostly. Except for India, he is amazing!

Sweety, please be very careful of the man from india. They do not respect their women. This is the way they are brought up. The women are to be treated like a slave.

Also, I just read a study that Indian men have the smallest penises on average of all the countries in the world. :P