My son just left to go over seas for a job. I am so proud of who he has became but this is ripping my heart out. My children are my life and it took everything in my power not to just burst into tears in the airport. My other 2 children are still at home but it will just be a matter of time before they leave and I am left wondering what am I supposed to do with the rest of my life? My husband has been helping today but I just cannot even walk by his room without bursting into tears. I am wondering just how long this is going to last and if I will ever truly smile again.