I Know I'm Not The Only One (rant)Long distance relationships suck. I said it. I know no one really wants to admit it when everyone seems to ask "How is your relationship going, well with the distance and all??" And all you want to say back is, "It's horrible, I'm depressed, I can't have my significant other with me when I want. I want to murder everyone who is happy and or has their significant other with them. That's how It's doing." But instead you say, "Oh, it's good. It has it's rough patches but all in all we're getting through it." I know how that is all too well. People who aren't in a long disntance relationship don't understand that since you don't have the ability to be with your boyfriend/girlfriend when you want you tend to be emotional and a sad wreck. Especially me. If I've had a rough day all I want to do is snuggle up with my boyfriend, but since I can't do that I just bottle it up and then when someone asks you what's wrong and you say oh I just feel lonely they look at you with a look that says, "What are you talking about there are so many people here. How are you lonely?" I just want to say to them, "I really don't want to unload all my baggage on some stranger thank you very much because I'm pretty sure a. they wouldn't care b. I would probably scare them off and c. I don't like them nor do I love them so why should I tell them anything."
I just needed to type this out because I've been holding it in for a while and I thought this might be a good place. Sorry if it offends in any way.
thewiltingone 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 Nov 8, 2012