I Cant Stop Feeling Depressed

I guess i have had depressive feelings for years but now its to the point where im screaming inside my head and i have no answer to how i can fix myself, i drink to much, spend to much time alone, i take care of my 83 year old mother in law all day that has alzheimer's and cant take care of herself. My husband has found new girl friends and basically left me alone and every night he comes home i just rant at him cause i dont feel i get enough support and im jealous of his outlet to talk to people because i have none... I have made a lot of mistakes and feel the only way out is to end it all, i dont have insurance so i cant talk to anyone
fifi1976 fifi1976
36-40
Nov 27, 2012