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I think I'm depressed, I have been sad for 2 weeks now but no one knows about it cause I do so well at masking it. But unfortunately keeping all my emotions bottled up inside is turning me into this angry person which I mask that too. I'm unhappy in my relationship, I don't have any friends, I don't have any friends cause I don't have a car, I can't go anywhere, but yet I'm at home all the time with a girlfriend who makes small things a huge deal. I'm stressed with her, I walk on egg shells mentally, emotionally and even vocally. I have an apartment that I can call to let them know when I'm ready to move in but I can't move in yet till I have a car, otherwise I won't be able to travel to and from work. I'm estimating ill have a car in 4 months. But not sure if I should move out now and weather the storm of finding transportation or do I stay and wait till I have the car and then move out? I don't know. I'm just so stressed and sad
Aqua8601 Aqua8601
26-30, F
Dec 11, 2012