I Need To Talk To Someone Similar Right Now.I just turned 14, and I am very depressed. I am having trouble with my parents and my life and I don't know and other way to fix this besides suicide. My parents are the main cause of my depression. They always nag me to go outside and exercise/get my heartrate up for 45 minutes everyday. They constantly push me over the edge but I always hide it from them. I'm not overweight at all. I'm 5,7 and 125 pounds. Im sorta skinny but i have pretty strong arms so i don't see why my parents are so uptight about this exercise ****. If I don't exercise for 1 day, my parents will go off on me and say that I will lose all my stuff and that if I don't do a sport this year, I won't get into the college I want. This just gives me so much stress. I just turned 14 and they're already talking about college. I need someone to talk to right now. I really shouldnt be thinking about suicide when im only 14. I dont know how to fix this besides suicide. And im not going to go on for 4 more years until im independent.
someone talk to me :(
This is very hard to say. And I hope none of you judge me for it or think its stupid because it's what i love doing
One of the reasons my parents keep pushing this exercise stuff is because I play video games and post them on YouTube(DONT JUDGE ME). It used to be a hobby, but then i bought a capture card and starting posting to YouTube and making money from it. Ever since I've had an xbox, mostly my dad has always accused all of the bad things in my life to be connected with video games. Every day when he comes home from work, he asks me if I had exercised and how long I've been on the computer/xbox. THis really ****** me off because a normal person would ask how my day was and pretend like they cared. I feel like all they care about is my grades, how long i've been on xbox, and if i got exercise. I feel like they just do stuff to get me off xbox which is completely unreasonable because I'm only on for and hour or two per day. For most people this is alot, but I'm on winter vacation. On a school day, its probably like at most an hour per day.
I don't know what else to say. There is so much more but i can't think of it.