I'm alone. I surrounded myself with people feeling low. I'm with a guy who has two dead end jobs, won't get a better one because of his felonies and I do love him. But he won't help me clean the house. I'll leave a messy house and come home to see he's made it messier and it hurts because I feel like he doesn't respect me... We've been together for over two years and he complains that he has to take out the garbage when I'm busy cleaning the whole house spotless... I can't be strong all of the time...
An Ep User An EP User
1 Response Jan 13, 2013

Nothing is worse than a person who doesn't respect you and actually makes your life harder. I don't know what to tell you hun but I know that love can make you feel like you are on top of the world when things are good, but when things are bad, we do some weird and crazy things for love. The thing you have to ask yourself is does he truly love you. If he did then the first sign of it is mutual respect and trust. Without those two items, then there truly can't be love. I can tell you to leave but truly that is up to you. you have an inner strength. I can tell that because you are willing to share what is going on with others. Believe it or not, its takes great strength to do that. I hope you will do what is right for you because in the long run, everyone looks out for number one, with that in mind i hope you find that extra strength to do what is right for you. Be courageous, seek help in every way you can. Life is hard, but don't keep doing what you are doing, look within and do what is right for you. When it is all said and done no one will look out for you as much as you will look out for yourself. Felonies are hard to find employment. I hope you find that strength. Take care and like i said do what you feel is right for you.